Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few
weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I
will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me
your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.



You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.



Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It
doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I
do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I
don’t like it, Mommy.



Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.



I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.



Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t
know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want
us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?



You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?



It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do
that when you’re awake, any more?



I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going
somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.



…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!



Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!



Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.



Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say
you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!





I love you, Mommy.



Every abortion is just…



One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.



If you’re against abortion, reblog.

“No matter how precious you hold a person, you will certainly lose that person someday. No matter how much you desire it, eternity is the one thing you will never possess. The time you spend with a precious person  will be filled with fun, and perhaps even painful memories… and time will pass by far, far too quickly. In order to never meet that eventual parting with regret… please, please treasure that person.” ^_^

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This is true… I already tried it!

really now? :))

I DID RECEIVE A MESSAGE. =))

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let’s see if this works.

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WOAH!

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magic ?

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WHAT.?

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asdfjkl;. This is legit now? :P

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Photo Courtesy: Jennifer Tang

thediarists:

1. “I am not putting up with your shit anymore. I’m out”

2. “You know what? You are a shit friend, and I really don’t want to talk to you anymore”

3. “I hate who I am around you people”

4. “Do you like me or not? I like you, and am seconds away from kissing you”

5. “Is…

mafsohlala:

krzl09bggsh:

Bogs: Wala naman nasaktan?

Mae: Nailigtas namin lahat ng tao, pero yung mga ari-arian nila…

Bogs: Bakit dati sinasabi mo— Sinasabi mo sa mga nasusunugan na wag sila malungkot… dahil buhay pa sila… na hindi dapat panghinayangan ang mga puwedeng palitan.

Mae: Akala ko rin. Hindi pala… May mga bagay na kapag nasunog, hindi mo na kayang ibalik sa dati, wala ka nang magagawa kundi— Kundi dahan-dahan mo siyang panuorin… tinutupok ng apoy.

Bogs: Mae, nagpunta ako dito para humingi ng tawad sa’yo. Kaya kong akuin ang lahat ng kasalanan sa mundo… Pero— Pero hindi ang aminin na ginamit lang kita. Mae, kahit kailan, hindi kita ginawang rebound. Hinding-hindi. Minahal kita… Mahal na mahal kita.

Mae: Salamat, Bogs. Ang sarap pakinggan at mas masirap paniwalaan, pero hanggang kailan? Bukas makalawa, may darating na iba… may bagong pagseselosan. It’s not you, Bogs… it’s me. I’m so insecure… no love can be good enough. Not even yours. Rebound man o hindi. Ang lungkot diba?

Bogs: Mae, magtulungan tayo. Ako ang magpupuno sa lahat ng kulang. Ikaw ang maging Bogs, ako ang dating Mae. Maghihintay ako, magtitiyaga ako, lahat gagawin ko hanggang sa okay ka na… hanggang kaya mo nang mahalin ang sarili mo… hanggang kaya mo na akong mahalin ulit! Ibalik natin sa dati, Mae… sa dati, Mae.

Mae: Sana nga, Bogs. Sana nga ganun kadali yun… pero hindi e. Bogs, sana ako muna… yung ako lang… yung ako lang mag-isa. Salamat sa lahat. Salamat sa lahat, Bogs. Mamimiss kita.

quote-book:

Quote: One Tree Hill
(Photo Credit) (via ohzoya)

Sa mga nagmamahal dyan na parang ganito. Please lang, wag na po kayo magpakatanga sa taong yan. Marami pang karapat dapat para sa pagmamahal niyo. :)